One of the hardest things I have had to do recently is take full responsibility for my energy in each moment and frankly, I have failed. My humanity has shown itself to be all too errrrr... human. In trying to be more Christlike, I have utterly failed, however, this shows me that any ego or pride I had left has been squashed and that I need the infusion of divine love from my creator.
When I'm alone, needing comfort or help, there's only one place to turn.
Preserving the Christ within means not getting angry or frustrated instead, staying calm and not moved by the washing machine flooding the kitchen, the car breaking down, the dog pooping on the best rug and the neighbours banging on the wall for no valid reason. Yes it's all happened this last week until my last nerve was tested. Did I do well? No. I handled it all in a graceless fashion embodying Gordon Ramsay's language and sadly, not his culinary skills. For the last 2 days, the oil crossed the vagus nerve and has been 'resting in the tomb' as I have been dealing with all sorts of pains and deep stuff I can't even quantify.
What to do? Forgive myself, laugh and move on.
This whole paradigm shift thing is cleaning up stuff on an even deeper level - removing things I didn't know I didn't know I had!
What purpose does this serve? It serves to make me a better vessel for healing, a more humble counsellor, therapist, musician and coach.
So I am posing these questions to you:
Are you taking full responsibility for your energy and how it affects others?
Are you aware of what you are saying and doing in each moment?
Have you forgiven yourself for not 'making the grade?'
Are you listening to your self talk and do you need to make a change?
Have you become aware of the things that are holding you back from being your best you - meaning, are you in alignment with your Creator or are you still not on intimate terms?
Let me know how you are doing and if you want to share your experiences in the form of a one to one session or, if you would like to take part in a 90 day transformational program email me and we can talk.
For a righteous man may fall seven times And rise again, But the wicked shall fall by calamity.